Ending--Angel or Devil

This is the last post in my blog. Even though my posts are not interesting, I hope every visitor will enjoy. Many visitors probably will ask me whether there is an angel or a devil in the world. In my opinion, I think everyone should be an angel or devil. In fact, angel is not living in the paradise in the sky, as well as devil is not in the hell. Both of them are living in your heart. If you want to be protected by an angel, you have to be friendly and kindly for everyone. In addition, you have to always help others without reward when they are in trouble. On the other hand, if you like being an devil, you can hurt someone without apology. You are the god, so you can choose to be an angel or devil. Perhaps, you realize that you will be a devil, but you don't like it. Fortunately, the god created the world in balance so that you can renew yourself. As a result, what you need to do now is to clam down, close you eyes, and think about what you did and what you are going to do. However, human beings are not an animal, they can create their own destiny by themselves. If you regret what you did before, you don't need to feel depressed and sorrowful. You have to make a new goal and work hard in order to reach your destination. Nevertheless, if you still have some trouble and feel upset, you can contact me and I will do my best to help you because you are always my friend forever.

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Music, Song, or Sound?

People always listen a song at home or participate in an concert because they feel relax and excited when they are listening a song or music. However, when people are enjoying listening the music, they probably do not think about that why the lyric music exists in the world. Even though many artists and musicologists thought how to create a euphonious sound and which musical instrument can make the sound, they didn't think about why the musical instruments can product this kind of sound. Numerous physical scientists explain that shaking cause sound basically and fundamentally; nevertheless, they can't interpret why the musical instruments make the unique sound which other objects can't product. However, no matter music and sound, they are part of angel's voice. Because the angel didn't want to see human beings always feel sorrowful without any relax, she tried to think out a way to release mankind's spirit so that they are able to survive from the sadness. When the angel was in deep thought, she started singing unconsciously. During her singing, human beings felt more comfortable and intoxicated. After the angel noticed this scene, she thought probably her voice can help humans overcoming their sorrow. Therefore, the angel segregated her voice to be several parts and lodged them to some particular instruments so that when people are in trouble, they can put the instruments together and play it to relax their mood. This is the reason why people will feel their soul is released when they are listening to a soft and sentimental music.

Death of Angel

Angels are a kind of honest and kindly fairies, but none of them are able to live in the world permenantly. However, their life is rotational. When they die, they will transfer to another form--devil. Actually, when an angel appoaches to death, she has to participate in a special ritual. In the ritual, twelves judges--Zeus, Poseidon, Hera, Demeter, Artemis, Apollo, Athena, Hephaestus, Ares, Aphrodite, Hermes, Hestia--will judge the angel which form--elf or devil--should she transfer to be. During the process of the judgement, the judges have to think about what assignments the angel did and what contributions she spent. Also, they have to review what noble spirit she has. Furthermore, they will think about what she will do in the future. After the interview with twelves judge, the angel has to overcome an adventure in an particular magical space which is made by the judges. According to what kinds of behaviours and thoughts the angel has in the trip, the judges will conclude what the angel belong to so that they make a correct and fair decision. If the angel use a kind of aggressive mind and act belligerently, she will become a devil. On the other hand, she will transfer to a friendly and beautiful fairy. However, no matter whether fairy or devil the angel become, she will return to be an angel after the next time of death.

A Terrible Presentation

Today should have been a predictable day, but it became a terrible day for me. In the reading class, when the teacher talked about our practical presentation, I had a negative premonition in my mind. I thought I was the person who got the lowest mark--60 percent--in my class when the instructor gave us his evaluation. However, the premonition came true. After I recieved my assignment, I did not only feel surprised but also sense really sad and disappointed because I had never ever gain a terrible mark which is lower than 75 percent in my presentation even though I did not do any preparation. Therefore, I stared on the assignment and teacher's comments for a long time to think why I did a terrible job in this presatation. I thought whether I didn't pay enough attention to it or I should deserve this mark. Also, I still thought about what I should do and what I would be in the rest of this semester. Because of this unsatisfied assignment, I kept in silent for the whole day. Even though many friends consoled that this presentation was not for record and it was just for pratice, I still felt depressed and anxious. Maybe I did not speak really well. nevertheless, the assignment is a fact and I have to face it; consequently, what I need to do and what I should think about are to spend more effort on the final presentation so that I will not be disappointed and feel sorrow in the end. However, tomorrow is hopefulness because angel is blessing everyone and praying for every little dream.

Heir Cut

Yesterday, I went to Dragon City to cut my heir before I went ot watch movie. In my memory, I had not cut my heir for at least 2 months. Maybe you will ask me why I had not gone to cut my heir for a long time. The reason is that I become lazy and I didn't want to go outside just for cutting my heir. In fact, I acknowledge that I become more lazy when I came to Canada. I think because the rhythe of life in Calgary is so relax and slow, everyone tends to sleep or stay at home in holiday. I'm not sure it is a positive effect or a negative influence; however, the only thing that I know is that I start to adapt the Canada's life and its culture gradually even though the steps are really slow. Also, I began to be interested in learning Japanese when I'm living in Calgary. When I was study in China, I really hate every Japanese thing because I only absorb the terrible side of Japan in my school. Indeed, I hate Japanese government and some ultras who extremely discreminate against every Chinese until present. Nevertheless, not every Japanese is as detestable as the government and the ultras. Numerous Japanese are interdependent and friendly, as well as some of them like Chinese very much. Therefore, I thought if I still hate every Japanese as blindly as befor, I would be a foolish and stupib person. However, I like Japanese generally.

A Tired and Hot Saterday

Today afternoon, I went to chinook with Windy, Frank, and Jackson to watch Transformers. It's an excellent movie because the effect of the video and the sound is amazing. Also, it is not too difficult to listen the English, so I can almost understand what the charaters are talking about. However, after the movie, my emotion felt so tired because I have to pay more attention to the screen and the voice. Unfortunately, when we reached the C train station, the broadcast said that the c train would be late because an accident happened near the Stampede station. 30 minutes later, the c train station was full of people. At that time, a c train came, but it's so crowded; therefore, we could not get on. Three c train was gone. In the end, we could get on a c train; nevertheless, we had had to wait in the car for 15 minutes. Everyone felt extremely hot. As a result, the people kept openning the door so that the flesh air could come into the car. After a long time's waiting, the train moved slowly. During the trip, I could not felt and wind blow in. It's a really difficult and hot trip. Even though the trip only take 15 minutes from chinook to downtown, I thought it spent like an hour long. However, I hate summer, so I think I'd better stay at home every time instead of going outside in summer.

Changed Topic

Today, I'm gonna change the main topic of my blog because someone suggested me to change it; also, I can think out any topic about angel. Therefore, I decided to change it. Actually, I want to write twelve posts about angel, but I can not. However, I will keep posting many beautiful pictures so that I hope all of you will enjoy. Also, do you think the theme music is lyric and wonderful? I really love the lyric music. By the way, today is a busy day for me because I can't register any course. I don't know what happened. Furthermore, I have a big trouble in my student loans. I don't know if I fulfill the requirments. Does anyone know if EAP program is full-time post secondary course or upgrading course. If not, it is excellent for me. Nevertheless, I feel fortunate because I can take Japanese course at university of calgary. I really enjoy learning a foreign language, specially Japanese. In fact, I hope I can go to Japan and have a job there after graduating university. I know most Chinese hate Japanese due to the history and the animosity of nation. However, I think not every Japanese is terrible. Moreover, the evironment and condition of living in Japan is really comfortable and satisfied. In addition, I like Sakura--it's a kind of flower which only appear in Japan. No matter what I hope and what I plan, I have to work out the problems now.

A Source of Paradise

Once upon a time, there is no paradise for human's soul to live after people died. Therefore, in the ancient world, when a person was dead, his or her spirit will go wherever it wants to go. Day after day, it feft lonely, so it started to play a practical joke with human and scare people. In the beginning, people didn't pay attention to this matter and they live as normal. After that, the spirits thought that they were abandoned by human; as a result, the animosity of the souls to human became stronger and more intense. Consequently, they changed to be a ghost and did not only scare people but also kill people by their power. At this moment, people started to be careful of them and resist them by using some materials and superpower. The conflicts between human beings and ghost became more frequent. However, the god didn't want to see the conflicts become a war which would probably delay the development of the world; therefore, he designed a beautiful and perfect place for the souls living. In addition, he appealed all the fairies and angels to help him establishing the paradise of spirit. In the end, the paradise was built up, the god order all the spirits to assemble in it. Therefore, if a person is dead, his or her spirit will fly to the paradise to continue to have and enjoy the welfare of living.

Hearts of Angels

Long time ago, to make the earth to be more wonderful and beautiful. god started to create a new species--human. However, when the god initiated human beings, he forgot to bestow soul to them. So, the humen didn't have their own characters and personal thinking. As a result, no matter what they did or what they got, they always get used to doing everything by using a equal system of distribution and oganization. Hoever, even though this apparently looks like a perfect way of life, the development of human beings didn't have a big-jump and they still look like animals. Therefore, the god started to feel disappointed and regretful because he contributed all his effort and times to create a special planet for the universe, but he could not deign the beauty and the feature to it. Nevertheless, when twelve pure angels saw this plot, they felt so sorrow and they didn't want the god's mood to keep going down, so they decided to contribute their heart to the children of the god secrectly. Therefore, they left the paradise and flied to a remote place to proceed the ritual wothout noticing the god. When they began the ritual, they draw a magical pattern. After that, they found their own position and keep a particular poseture. Then, they began to silently read the incantation together. During the ritual, the feature of the wings started to drop down and their body began to disappear gradually. In the end, only their hearts were resreved and became twelve bright stars--constellations. Furthermore, to protect their hearts, the features of wings became the colorful air mass around the stars. After that, human beings started to own their soul and their specail characteristic. Therefore, humen became intellegent and they are able to thinking logically.

Tears of Angel

Once, an angel saw a bright light in her dream as a direction of the paradise from god. Next day, she woke up and stared to the sky with smile as if she found her destination. Therefore, she shaked her wings to fly toward sky. When she started her journey, storm and rain was coming remainly. The higher she reached, the stronger the obstacles became. During traveling against with the terrible atmosphere, she kept flying up to the point which rediated from without terminating. Suddenly, a bunch of thunder which almost made her felt down from the sky shot at her criticlely; as a result, she felt unconscious and began losing her balance. In the moment, a group of pigeons came and cover her. An intense emotion come up to her heart; therefore, she raced to the goal in effort again. After a long distance flight, although the angel had already work out numerious troubles, she felt so tired. However, she still attempted to keep flying straight because the pigeons were urging her. While the angel go through many white clouds, the point was becoming closer. Ultimately, went through her effort, she see the edge of the paradise. It's established base on millions of white clouds. Many rare birds and animals were wandering around the castle as well as some fairies and immortals were going through from a garden to the other. As what the angel saw, she try her best to rush the entrance of the paradise even though she had already felt enhuasted. As soon as she almost touch the entrance, the large gate of the paradise was closed suddenly. After she saw this context, she felt extremely despair and disppointed. Consequantly, she released her wings and drop down rapidly from the sky. As soon as the angel fell onto the ground. The cold and fine rain covered the whole world. Before, the angel passed away, she sacrifise her white wings to the pigeon because she was so thankful for the help and encourage of the pigeons. From that time, the pigeon is able to regonize the recognize the direction, but the pigeon never forget the drizzle.

Lover and Wife

Cupid is a god of love. According to the tale, if he aims a boy and a girl as well as shoots the loving arrow to both of them, the boy and the girl will fall in love with each other and have a wonderful life forever. However, tale always sounds beautiful and excellent. In fact, it's hardly to find a couple which is married such wonderful as the love tale. In most case, perhase who you get married with is not the one you love the most. If something unfortunately happens and the relationship of a couple who loves each other most has to be broken, their heart will feel so painful and they will wail and cry. However, if they divorce with their partner in future, they certainly will feel sad, but the degree of sorrow is not as deep as the first one. The reason is that who you marry with does not depend on your own opinion. Probably, your marriage is refering to the business of your family, the condition of your income, or the impulse of yourself, etc. For these kinds of situation, you will not devote everything of you, but you probably prefer to share. On the other hand, when you fall in love at first signt with a person, you will spend everything you have and you will do as many things as you can. Sometimes, you even sacrifise yourself in willing to accomplish your lover's wish or to protect your lover's life. In some seriuos case, if your lover die by an accident or desease, you will follow her so that you can accompany with her in other unrealitic world. Nevertheless, Cupib already lost his wings because he had created a perfect couple, Adam and Eva, who made Zeus be extremely jealous. Therefore, in order to inflict punishment upon to them, Zeus grabed Cupib's wings as well as divided and isolate Adam and Eva in two places, north and south pole, so that they cannot meet each other forever. As a result, Cupib is never capable in making fantestic spouses any more. Since Adam started to execrate Zeus and wanted to revenge him, Adam became to be a dark angel, devil of love. From that time, he began to break any couple and spouse who are fall in love with each other sweetly. However, Eva have become a white angel instead of Cupib in order to try to make as many people fall in love at the first time as she can. Consequently, why our love affairs become more complex and mass probably is for this reason.

The Legend of An Angel

Sometimes, when I’m watching the bleak sky at night, I will subconsciously fell a little bit sad and sorrowful. Once, a sentimental legend appeared in my mind. Once upon a time, an honest, bland and kindly girl who was lying on the grass on a hill was looking at the sky of night. Only a few little stars were shining and flashing on the dark sky, so the little girl started looking for where the moon was staying at anxiously and hurriedly. When she was seeking the lost moon, she thought if the moon was hiding somewhere so that it was playing a hidden and seeking game with someone; or if it felt tired, so it had already fell in sleep… a great deal of ideas increasingly emerged in his brain. Suddenly, a fearful and dreadful thinking occurred in her thought that if the moon had already abandoned the blank sky. Therefore, the young girl was sitting there and thinking quietly; simultaneously, the stars began dropping down from the remote sky as it was crying sadly. When the girl saw this situation, a drop of tear was slipping down spontaneously from her eyes. As a result, she desired to accompany with the desolate and dark sky even though she didn’t know why she would cry and she was still wondering that the stars were dropping down. However, she felt the sky is really lonely and pitiable. What she had to do in presently was to attempt to console the broken and sorrowful heart of the sky. Surprisingly, two white and broad wings were growing up from her back. Consequently, the little girl became a pure angel and flied to the sky without returning. Finally, the angel sacrificed her angelical heart to acquire the promise of the moon that it would not desert the black sky any more. Every time I recall this sorrowful story, my emotion will become miserable and I will keep silent for a while. I hope everyone like this story. Also, on the right side is music named True Light. I favor this music so much and I want to share to you to appreciate it.